i love you more than words can describe. you are the last thing i think about before i go to sleep, and the reason i wake up in the morning. you mean the world to me, and i could never see myself with anyone but you. i know we're only fifteen years old, but it must mean something if for three years we could never let go of each other. you mean the world to me, and i'm not okay when i'm without you. i can't go two days without talking to you. even though you're truly one of the must unreliable person i ever met, i wouldn't trade your forgetfulness for the world. when you hold my hand, my world spins. when you kiss me, i get chills down my spine. when your arms are around me, i don't want you to ever let go. you know everything about me. you can tell when im mad, even if it is over the computer and text messeges. you know all my laughs and faces i make. you know i get drunk every friday, and you stay up worrying all night and tell me how scared you were in the morning. an hour after we hang out, i get a text messege saying how you love being with me. you wake me up every saturday morning saying "hello beautiful" at ten thirty, even though i tell you it wakes me up and that i rather you not. instead of skateboarding, you walk me home even though your only allowed to stay for twenty minutes till my sister gets home. i hate talking about the summer time because we both know we're going to have to take a break. you'll be with other people, i'll be with other people. it's gonna kill to know i'm not the only person's hand your holding, but i guess i rather you be happy than being forced into something you don't wanna do. you make my heart beat faster and faster when i'm with you. when we're together, i don't wanna be anywhere else with anyone else. no matter what happens to us, you were the first boy i ever loved. you would tell me songs that you said reminded you of me, and i played them over and over again on repeat for an hour straight. i don't know who i am without you anymore, and i don't wanna remember that person either. i love you to the moon and back :)

two kids, met by chance. one heart had all the romance, while the other was stuck in a world of confusion. he didn't know what he wanted, so he ended up using her. called her when he wanted something, left her when he got it. she couldn't hold on any longer, but she loved him. she couldn't be with other guys, but he could stray where ever he pleased. he couldn't look her in the eyes, because pain was all he'd see. the girl slowly started to fade further back into his mind, i guess she should of left him after the fifth time. slowly as the days went by, she began to realize the mistakes she made. if the guy really loved her, it was way too late. she let go within months, and she was happy like she used to be..but now the guy was the one calling her phone everynight, begging for another chance..not knowing what would lead. she stronly explained she was done, and that he had his chances. the guy regrets every mistake he made.  he told her he didn't know what he had till it was gone, and she walked away..but this time she wasn't the one with tears in her eyes.

if we weren't ment to be together,

then tell me why we keep coming back.

you told me it would be forever,

but i guess you forget about that.

its funny how you love someone so much, someone who used to love you too, and then in one day you realize that they dont love you anymore, they dont even care.